I'm Conner. Some of my followers know me. Some don't. So far I'm pretty sure that all my followers do though cause I have like what 2? But I think I'll get more. Whatever. But anyways, yes I just like music. Any kind as long as I like it. Mostly rock. But I'll listen to mainstream if it's got a good beat and such. Some people hate me, some people think I'm awesome, some people even love me! To those people, I love you too. To the people who think I'm awesome, your awesome too!!!!! To the people that hate me, fuck you too!!!!!! So I've got issues, what? I don't need to explain myself to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha just kidding guys. Anyways yeah I've got issues, so sue me?!?! Hold shit against me and you're gonna hate me forever. If you can forgive and forget like we're supposed to, then we should get along just fine!!! Well I think that's it. If there's anything else, just ask me. But if you know I don't have your number, make sure you tell me who you are and how I could possibly know you. If ya got my number and ya wanna talk, just talk to me. Anytime. Unless I'm doing something.
There is absolutely
Nothing left to say
And right now there’s
No reason to stay
I’ve never felt
This bad before
I didn’t do anything
Stop acting like I need a reform
You people are moronic
You people aggravate me
And now I see that it’s
As simple as 1…2…3…
Fuck you fuck this
There’s no fucking point
You know right now
I could really use a joint
There really isn’t any point
In trying anymore
No one believes me
They wish I wasn’t born
It’s times like this
When I know what I’m like
When I’m about to crack
When I can’t get it right
I always get it wrong
I didn’t fuck this up though
This wasn’t me
I wish you could know
I wish you would see
If you think I did it
Fucking great for you
If you know I didn’t
Thank you for staying true
Everything I fuck up
Well now it’s nearly everything
And I’m sorry I always do
But all you do is start blaming
Remember when they said the world we want could never be done
Well look who’s laughing now
Well do what we want to
Well do what we want toooooo
When is it acceptable?
When are you ok?
When do people around you
Command you every which way?
All my life
I’ve been commanded
I’ve been told who to be
And what to be like
Am I ok?
Hell no. I never will be
Is that wrong?
Don’t ask me
I always want to say
SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH!
But I always think about it
And how it would turn out
I’ve never come through
With anything at all
And now it feels like
I’m just constantly in fall
Falling down, back, to the side
Never forward though
I need to move forward
To get control of my life
I never feel in control
I always feel controlled
Like I’m just another name
That’s on the payroll
I don’t have a job
No lisence or car
I barely have a home
Where my family members are
It’s not that they’re gone
They’re there all the time
That’s usually what is so bad
Cause they take what is mine
My life my reasons
My choice for anything
I need to change now
Because of what the future will bring
Am I a poet?
Am I an artist?
I don’t fucking know
If I try to decide I just get pissed
I wish someone could help
No one really can
Its my life to live
Not to have always ran
